To : Sheena and Jojo

To: Sheena and Jojo.

Jojo is just too cute . Sheena you ought to bring me to visit him if we're back in Sandakan.

Phew.. another busy week has gone !

Thank god ( i mean it) ! I finally managed to finish my KO-K camping trip at SMV Ampangan, Seremban. Barely had any sleep due to some talkative roommates (4 guys babbling till 4am) but at least my team got the best team :) I'll update more about it on my next post.

Aside from that, something really pisses me off --- > ALSA Conference ! Damn it. Before leaving for the camp, I have told everyone that I can't make it for the National conference so many times. Yet, on Friday (during the conference) they kept on asking about my whereabouts and ya-da-ya-da - I am irresponsible. A friend even messaged me telling me about the situation was very chaotic and hinting my absences was as if the reason that anything went wrong on that day was my fault. What The Fish ! Are they really that desperate ? Was it because on that day, they can't find anyone to blame, so I have to become the scapegoat of the team ?

I told them previously that me, Chandra and Teeba can't make it for the conference because we got KO-K Simulasi but some idiots seems to be deaf or just too ignorant to listen.

Caretakers ? My duty was to find caretakers not to guide them, not to tell them what to do (I also barely know about it). Please la people, what can you expect from most of the 1st years student ? They can't even attend lectures and tutorials and yet you people expect them to voluntarily appear on that day and help out ? Zzz.

I miss UKM debaters ! They are way more fun ! Any debate training next week ? *snoozing*

Update

This whole week is totally allocated just for me ! I'm enjoying my very time alone with myself this week. I went for a centralize debate training at KTSN this Friday( I did horribly !).

I also volunteered myself to become the timekeeper for Jeesup National Mooting Competition. It was an eye-opening event. For the first time, I witness the real standard of a genuine mooting process. It was totally different from our PBL Moot assignment (which I thereafter thought that we were mere child's play during out PBL if compare to the Mooters in Jessup).

In the weekend, I just laid back and read Harry Potter in my room. Luckily, I managed to finish it because if I don't, my brain my just keep on bugging me to touch that book during my weekdays (it's bad because next week I got a lot of assignments and tasks to do !).

In this week, I managed to finish Order of Phoenix and Half-Blood Prince. Too bad, next week I won't have the time to go out and grab the next Harry Potter book: Death Hallows, since I will be camping in Seremban ! Curse my Ko-K lecturer for setting the camping date on 5th-7th of March and blissfully reminded us that the camp bears 60 mark.

(Dumbledore is dead!) ):

(Sirius is dead!) D:

I got Malaysia Debate Open and National Law Conference from ALSA on the exact date. Sigh, am going to miss out a lot of fun !

That's all for the time being.

Delusions

What am I trying to achieve in life? No idea at all.

Some say to be successful, wealth is the key but on the other hand, some claim, great knowledge leads a better life (I mean contributing to the people and the nation not with money but with our brain)

Or maybe, through NGO's? By lending a hand to the poor and weak in this world.

Am still very unsure, I don't want my life to plain and dull. I want a sense of achievement but in what? Hmm

To : Anonymous

My mind wanders, my heart feel empty and my soul seems hollow.

I don't really bother what is going on around my surrounding.

I just can't focus. I feel dull and slightly sad.

It would be nice, if I can communicate with you now.

Just a sms or a message will do.

Too bad, you will not be able to read my post here.

Never will.

Derelict in KLIA

My Mood in KLIA

Am so bored/pissed in KLIA right now. Zzz

Why ? Cuz I got nothing to do here and I dropped my book (Blackburn's Shortbook on Ethic) ! Damn it. I really hate myself for being so careless. If my dad is with me right now, I'm very sure he will give me a mind blowing lesson and label me "fruitcake" and Stupidly, I've placed my Lipstick Jungle [BTW,it's cheap ! I bought it for RM8 in a secondhand book store :)] in my other luggage bag. Zzz x 10

Anyhow, I was so pissed with myself, till I rushed into the bookstore and grab a Harry Potter Novel: The Goblet of Fire.

Actually, I was unsure whether which HP book to start with, since I had already saw the movie, I don't really have the drive to read the novel. Hence, today I made a bold decision : skip the first 3 Harry Potter book and jump right into The Goblet of Fire.

I have read the 1st chapter and am enjoying it :)

Hopefully,tomorrow morning will come swiftly because I just can't wait to gamble !! opss Haha,I meant reuniting with my family :P

Me with the Book.

Random

Can't wait to go back to Sandakan this Sunday ! The time seems passing slowly for me. I just can't wait to sleep in my own bed.

Obviously, this week I totally surrendered myself into laziness. Lols, I skipped 2 classes in 1 week. Totally a new record for me. I just can't wake up at 7 am :D

I didn't do my tutorial seriously. I think mostly about Sandakan foods and gambling.

Arghh. I envy those whom had left UKM today (John you may not comment on this post).

On Wednesday, we had a farewell party (sort off) for Farahain because this Saturday, she will be leaving to New Zealand. Sigh, another good debater is going to leave UKM. But anyway, thanks for the Toblerone ! Stay in touch :)

Tomorrow, I think I'll go to hunt few more clothes for CNY. Obviously, I only have 2 shirts for CNY. Hmm. Mid Valley perhaps ?